College

I'm go back to school ...

I'm fighting  ....I'm some kind of person that I'm obvious. Sometimes I wonder why some of the people are so horrible sometimes. It is a quite hard to understand for me ....I'm living in Glasgow and I'm already miss my sweet City which is a Edinburgh. I'm thinking to get a job after some period of time. I have a big hope I will get it. I'm progressing .... I think I'm starting to looking after myself. Moreover, I have a rubbish relationship. It is a completely disaster. I thought we are good but I was totally wrong. I was completely wrong . I have a wish to have something normal, absolutely . I mean stable life....I'm worrying because I really don't want to be alone ....just only by myself. I think I will spend the Christmas Time just only by myself or there is another option.Maybe I will spend time with my family. I don't think if that's a great idea?! I don't have a too much money ....I can buy just only few basic things. I have a wish ... I have a big wish ....I wonder about my life. 

I want to have a something totally stable.